Hopes, remorses
Like yours and mine
I found this meanings
Living my life.
I doubted the good man when I was down
And I felt so afraid that I could never win
Crying and waiting.
I asked for the star to obey to my will
And I tryied to escape from the moments of hate
Running and hiding.
Love and hate, trust and betrail
Fire and water, corage and fear
Demons and angels, the sun and the moon
This is my life? , or maybe is not.
Hope was my lonely friend, I trusted
In you again with my blinded eyes.
Hate you will strike again, haunting
In my mind, beating up my will.
All the hate in me, is bitting now my heart
And my restlless soul.
And I?ll return defeat, to hide
Shadows land where I lived before.
The time is to hate
To seek memorize
To kill what you feel.
Hopes, remorses
Like yours and mine
I found this meanings
Living my life.
The wind of pain is blowing
The seeds of death are growing
Near, my soul.
The leaves of joy are falling
Around my head they?re going
Down, with me.
Inside the storm I?m fighting
The teeth of fear are biting
Hard, from me.
Black thunder sun is lighting
It?s sword of war is thrusting
Deep, inside.
The soul of mine is bleeding
The fear of faith is creeping
In, my life.
The crowds of thorns are shreding
My forehead that is spreading
In, the dust.
Inside the storm I?m standing
The waves of flood are drowning
Me, in slumber.
My world of dreams is crushing
Under the weight of smashing
Tears, of sorrow.
The sins of your soul, are devils within you
The leaves of your heart, are falling down.
There is no escape, no way to defend yourself
The battle is here, inside you.
I see my soul behind the mirror glass
My mind is gone so far away
Dreaming at those souls behind the clouds
Asking if I'll reach this stairway.
There was a time when I was looking
For the meanings of my life
Through fantasies and willings leaving all behind
To run and hide.
Trying to get with every single moment
Pleasures and to set
My wishes all above I never thought
Someone gets hurt.
Ignoring the time, you?ll win this fight,
Escape from this chaos, return into light.
You, shall find
Peace, inside.
And if I?ll try to change this sorrow?
But how,
And if I?ll try to see the sky?
But why.
Now time has come and I am looking
At the shadows of my life
With all disgrace and anger I close my eyes
From all those times.
I realise that things are not
The way they seems all the time
The mirror is crushed I turn my face to the sky
To see the light.
Lord, show my way, how to escape from this
Forest of grief, how to return to the times with no sins
Oh, I wish I die and reborn from thousand tears droped
On holly ground, and to be.
